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Tonight I will NOT be posting about: Hawaii, Dream Live 6th, Cyrano, Mao-chan and Daisuke making out, cute shoes, karaoke, how hilarious the kids were this week, or how it seems that nearly everyone I know was born in May.

You know how when you put off updating because you just don't have the time and/or the energy to sit down and write, and when you finally do, it seems kind of pointless, because all the things you were going to write about somehow seem to have become irrelevant?

Yeah. But there are a few things that need to be said, so I shall say them now.

First of all, I saw Oliver last weekend. Seeing a show like that is all the more impressive when you know just how much work went into it, the countless hours of rehearsing and preparing -- hell, I only made two of the costumes and that was but a tiny, tiny fraction of the whole. I was so proud to see Becca strutting her stuff up there, knowing how much she'd invested in this. I'm only sorry I didn't have any energy to be more genki about it, but my emotional exhaustion that day made me feel like I'd been run over by a freight train.

The exhaustion is also the main reason why I haven't been posting (because I know you all refresh your friends' page constantly just to see if I've written anything! XD); I'm just not used to being surrounded by people! No matter how lovely everyone is, and they are, I'm a solitary person at heart, and unused to being constantly in contact with others.

Now I should be getting to bed, because I am getting my hair cut tomorrow, and I need to be in top form for that! ^o^

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I have only known you for a short while, but it has always been hard to unite you with being a solitary type. You seem so fresh and open. Anyway, yes, I want to hang out. I am planning for a sake outing around Fuchu area sometime...we shall see!!

I'm glad I gave you that impression, at least. ^_^

It's not that I dislike people, it's just that I enjoy being on my own and doing things by myself, and over the past few months, I've been so busy socially that I haven't taken the time to give myself a break. *thinks back to the days before I made friends in Japan and spent whole weekends walking around Tokyo by myself*

So yes, sake outing! Show me around Fuchu, I've never been there! :D

*hugs* Seems like everything's happened all at once for you lately, huh? I'd be shattered too.

I feel kind of silly talking about it, though. After all, it's nothing bad that's happened, it's just me pushing myself a little too much and not giving myself the downtime I need. :P

Feh, you haven't had a night to yourself in ages, you've had anywhere between one and four people sharing your house over the past month, I think you're entitled to feeling shattered.

Still feels like I'm whining... :P

Oh honey, I outwhine you anyday. Anyone would say you're a ray of sunshine in comparison XDDD

Besides, what's LJ for if not a good chance to whine to your friends when you're tired?

I know, I'm totally not emo enough for lj... ;__; Don't take away my account, please! XD