blodeuedd ([personal profile] blodeuedd) wrote2011-03-22 10:22 pm

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I meant to write about... I don't even know. I'm feeling incredibly blah. I haven't been to ballet class in two weeks, my body is feeling heavy and clumsy and my appetite is being weird. I'm tired. There are things I want to do that I just can't seem to motivate myself to do. It's a struggle to roll out of bed in the morning.

I know I can do better than this. So why am I not doing it?

[identity profile] hinoai.livejournal.com 2011-03-23 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
I third what the others said about just forcing yourself to get active. It's something that I have a lot of experience in, I guess one could say. But I always feel better when I do something active. As Eda said, dancing works well too!!

Have you given any thought as to whether you might be suffering from depression? It's not the same as being depressed, and for me at least one of the biggest symptoms is listlessness.

I hope that you start to feel better! Sometime soon I'll try to call you for a little chat again. I don't know about you, but it really helped perk me up!

[identity profile] blodeuedd.livejournal.com 2011-03-23 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
It's mainly the sewing that I want to get back into.

I guess it's depression for me, though not what I've always heard of as suffering from clinical depression. There are some things I need to work through on my own (and on my own time) and I'm beginning to identify some of them, which is a start. And I am doing well for some things, so at least there's that!

Thanks! Yeah, it was nice to chat for a while. You can find me on Skype as well, my user name is "mariegadelle". ^_^