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[blodeuedd]

I meant to write about... I don't even know. I'm feeling incredibly blah. I haven't been to ballet class in two weeks, my body is feeling heavy and clumsy and my appetite is being weird. I'm tired. There are things I want to do that I just can't seem to motivate myself to do. It's a struggle to roll out of bed in the morning.

I know I can do better than this. So why am I not doing it?

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[lizstarsky.livejournal.com]

I think when you fall into a non-active kind of pattern, it's really easy to just stay there... The only way out, I think, is just to force yourself to do something active, even if it's just a little thing, and then that little active thing might give you the energy to do something more, and then something more, etc. That's how it usually works for me, at least - I finally drag myself out of bed or away from the computer and turn on a workout DVD or some peppy music, and that tends to get me energized enough to wash dishes or do laundry or whatever else needs doing around the house.

Anyway, not sure if that's helpful at all, but I definitely know the feeling you're talking about. >_< *moral support*

[blodeuedd.livejournal.com]

I actually have an excuse for not going to ballet: I meant to go on the 11th, but there was an earthquake. Last week I had the worst hay fever EVER so stayed home, and yesterday I was too exhausted. I WILL go next week, though! *determined*

I went to bed early last night and felt better today, so I'll do that tonight too. Thanks for the kind thoughts! :)